

Okay so this is my first essay that I did and I got a "B" on it. Which is so awesome...She said that I have a good grasp on the English language and that it is well developed. She said that I am actually a good writer. But she also showed me what to work on to continue to pull the grade up (oh thank you nothing is more frustrating then not knowing what to do to get a better grade). Such as fragmented sentences, the use of comas, smother transitions, and repetition. So I still have a lot to work on, but there is hope. Class is starting so bye.
My life as a Christian College Student
For the past week I have been keeping a very close watch on what I have been doing with my time. As a result of these observations I have come to some realizations about my life. My life, as a Christian student is out of balance, because I give my quality time only to homework, I need to regain balance in my life.
I will talk about quality time, so here is my definition of what quality time is. Quality time is the time that we can best comprehend what is going on around us. For me that time would be first thing in the morning and first thing in the afternoon. I cannot put together coherent thoughts after 9 P.M. knowing this about myself I go to bed early and wake up early so as to make the most use of my quality time. The problem comes in when I am only using my quality time for homework. This creates an imbalance in my lifestyle; because I am getting all of my homework done but every other aspect of my life is suffering, because of the lack of time I am devoting to it. As a Christian student this is not the correct way to handle my time.
As a Christian student I am called to a different standard than most students. The Bible has this great narrative of two sisters and how they reacted when the Lord Jesus entered their house. Mary went and sat at the feet of Jesus, listening to what He had to say. But Martha was busy working on all the details that were present because of His visit. Martha out of frustration goes to Jesus and tells Him that He should make Mary help her, His response was “…"Martha, Martha, you are worried and bothered about so many things; but only one thing is necessary, for Mary has chosen the good part, which shall not be taken away from her."”1 Jesus says that Mary has chosen the good thing, that is to say it is far better to sit at the feet of Jesus than it is to get caught up in the daily grind of life. I as a Christian student need to spend time with the Lord in devotions, sitting at His feet and being nourished by His word2. Often I feel like Martha running around working on homework
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and forgetting to spend time with the Lord. Another important aspect of being a Christian student is the need for fellowship among other believers “but if we walk in the Light as He Himself is in the Light, we have fellowship with one another…”3 the fellowship of believers is also discussed in the book of Acts, where all the believers came together of one accord. People in general need fellowship, it is part of our human nature to desire to be with other people, and feel like we belong. But for a Christian it is important that we are spending a good amount of time with fellow believers. So that we can be refreshed and recharged by our fellowship with other believers, from this fellowship we are then able to minister to others. It is also important that as believers we be involved in ministry. The last recorded things that Jesus said before His ascension to heaven in Acts was “…you shall be My witnesses both in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and even to the remotest part of the earth."”4 This is a call to ministry, not everyone is called to fulltime ministry but all believers are called to be involved in ministry in some capacity.
For me, my life as a Christian student is out of balance. Due to the value I place on my academic education, which can be seen by my use of my quality time. I am giving my quality time only to homework. One of the reasons that my education is so valuable to me is because it is a means to my goals; which is mission work in Israel especially with an orphanage. My academic education has also always been a way of proving to myself that I am valuable. That is to say, I have always tried to be academically wise enough, so that I could look at myself and see past my other flaws. The problem comes in with the fact that I value my academic education so much that it is controlling the rest of my life. The first thing I do in the morning after my shower is work on homework until it is time for classes. I have one period off and during that period I do
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more homework. After all of my classes have finished I will then go back to my apartment and do more homework. When I reach the point that I cannot concentrate or I am finished with homework then I will do devotions. This is not giving the Lord my quality time it is giving Him my left over’s, the time when I really cannot think well enough to be effective. Or sometimes I just won’t do devotions at all which is even worse. Another aspect of how my lifestyle as a Christian student is imbalance would be that I am not spending time with fellow students, or believers, above what is absolutely required by Eugene Bible College. I am using all of my quality time on homework, to further my academic education and giving no time to anything else. A further example of how this value that I place on my academic education is creating imbalance is that I do not spend time finding out what is going on in the world. Unless someone tells me what is going on I have no idea. All of this combines to create a very imbalanced lifestyle for me as a Christian student.
It is important for me to regain balance in my life. If I do not regain balance I will be useless to the ministry that I want to be involved in. An important issue that I need to address in working towards regaining balance will be making my devotional life a priority. As a Christian everything that I do needs to flow from my being; that is from who I am. But if I am not spending time with the Lord, who I am, will not be who the Lord wants me to be. I have found that for me to make something a priority I have to make the conscience choice to devote quality time to it. With that being said I have been making sure to do my devotions in the morning when I first get up. The other area that I need to regain balance in is with fellowship with other believers. A couple ways that I have been trying to address this issue is by studying in more public places where there are other people around. I have also been taking the time to talk to
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people and to try and get to know them. I have been actually working on remembering people’s names. The Lord has really convicted me that if I go through college and get really good grades and yet cannot interact or sympathize with my fellow humans what good will I be. I have also taken the time to start attending one of the weekly night activities. I am working on developing the Lord’s heart for people, and that can be done through spending more time with the Lord and with other people. I want the Lord to be the center of my life. I no longer want the academic aspect of my education to be the center of my life. So keeping this in mind I am really trying to regain some balance in my life as a Christian student.
Watching my life for the past week is going to be really beneficial to me on the whole. Not only did I realize that my life as a Christian student was out of balance. Because, I gave my quality time only to homework but I have started making the necessary changes in my life to regain the correct balance for a Christian student. This includes spending time with the Lord, spending time in fellowship with fellow believers, spending time in ministry, and getting my homework done.
1. Luke 10: 41 – 42 New American Standard Bible (NASB)
2. 1 Timothy 4: 6b (NASB)
3. 1 John 1:7 (NASB)
4. Acts 1: 8b (NASB)